Much to worry about but not upset

For once in this blog I am not going to complain or put myself down, even though somethings could be better. (WOW Double negative, Linds) anyway more or less things are ok. My exs mother is still crazy and stupid, my ex is getting better about not bring me down but he fails a lot of the time and school is actually going very well. Drama with between my classmates but other than that it's not my problem. Can't get the insurance just yet cause we don't have enough for the down payment but we will get there. Have to sit down and budget this week since now I see now much I get each check. My back though has been killing me for a week straight, it's a very dull pain and it move up and down my back each day. One minute it'll be my lower back, then up to my shoulders then down the middle. It's scaring me but right now I have to deal and work through it til I can see a doctor about it. AND MY art, I really have to sit down, take a breath and look at what I need to get done and what can wait but write down the idea, like I had planned on doing before but haven't done the first thing in this sentence. Maybe this Friday I can. Other then that though everything is okay, October is looking up, 2013 is a good year to me.